I realize that it is not bad at all.
The best thing about now compared to 10 years ago is that I know my flaws and how to overcome them. The biggest one is my memory – the way it works or not works to put it right. I don’t remember so many things average people do, it’s somewhat scary. I thought my dad was teasing me when he asked if I remembered details of trips that took place years ago. I could not believe he still remembered that.
Another really helpful weapon that I now have in my arsenal is the feeling of time and how scarce it is. I used to hear it and agree with it before, but now that I feel it, I am able to prioritize. I can and will say “I don’t have time for this” to anyone or anything that I don’t feel is important enough. This is partly why I don’t try to fight my flaws anymore.
I wanted to improve my memory so badly at some point – looked for some cure to memorize things. As someone said once, you can try to become a good musician even if you don’t have an ear for music – and one time with enough effort you may even succeed in it. But you should first ask yourself, if it is worth trying. At the same time you may have a different talent that will enable you to reach greatness, not just professionalism in a completely different area with the effort.
In other words, I know where I am heading, ways of getting there and the best one for me to spend as few time and energy on the way as possible.
The best thing about now compared to 10 years ago is that I know my flaws and how to overcome them. The biggest one is my memory – the way it works or not works to put it right. I don’t remember so many things average people do, it’s somewhat scary. I thought my dad was teasing me when he asked if I remembered details of trips that took place years ago. I could not believe he still remembered that.
Another really helpful weapon that I now have in my arsenal is the feeling of time and how scarce it is. I used to hear it and agree with it before, but now that I feel it, I am able to prioritize. I can and will say “I don’t have time for this” to anyone or anything that I don’t feel is important enough. This is partly why I don’t try to fight my flaws anymore.
I wanted to improve my memory so badly at some point – looked for some cure to memorize things. As someone said once, you can try to become a good musician even if you don’t have an ear for music – and one time with enough effort you may even succeed in it. But you should first ask yourself, if it is worth trying. At the same time you may have a different talent that will enable you to reach greatness, not just professionalism in a completely different area with the effort.
In other words, I know where I am heading, ways of getting there and the best one for me to spend as few time and energy on the way as possible.
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